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03 [video] I once was lost.

[ When the communicator turns on, you are immediately able to tell that Shizuo is in some kind of distress.

Not because you can see him, all you seem to be looking at is an expanse of sky and a few blond hairs like he's laying next to the device. The hoarse breathing and disoriented muttering is a dead giveaway though and he doesn't look like he's ready to walk around for a while yet. This might be because he's trying to sort out what happened in his head, but frustrated groaning signifies he hasn't had much luck.

A seagull circles him, perhaps a hint to where he is. Near water of some sort, the lapping of waves against something is making a noticeable sound in the receiver. The shoulder of a crumpled white shirt comes into view finally, his face following suit. He decided to sit up after all. ]

... I need... [ He closes his eyes and rubs at one of them tiredly; his voice is husky, he's pale, shaking, sweating, his hair is in complete disarray and there seems to be dried blood on his collar. ] I need help. Don't know what happened...

[ Shizuo never asks for help, but this time seems different. ] Don't know where I am. Don't know how I got here. I was... where was I... I can't feel anything.

[ With that he lays back down, slowly but surely, to wait for a reply. ]

[ Shizuo has gotten his chip removed anonymously! He's experiencing the removal sickness and his abilities, if angered, will go haywire, but other than that there are no other symptoms present. He just doesn't know where the fuck he is, but he hasn't looked at his map.

Edit: Gin found him! Everything but action is welcomed so hard. ]

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You sound more like you're pregnant than anything.
[Which she's pretty sure is impossible for a male...well, least far as she knows.]

Chip? Oh that...
[So, this is what happens when you get it out? Well, probably like her hangover when she gets to drunk. Didn't seem that bad.]

No reason for me to stay away if you're just feeling ill like that. Probably just need to sleep it off on the couch for awhile. I can be over there soon.

[ Eyebrow twitch. ] I'M NOT PREGNANT.

[ Huff huff oh that yell took a lot out of him. ] I'm not... safe. Listen. Gin's here, I can contact you later when I'm somewhere not here.

Then maybe I'll tell you where I am... [ He wipes his forehead. ] I can talk. But I don't... bein' around me's dangerous.

[Shizuo what have you been doing to get yourself mpreg? Did they at least say they'll marry you?]

Simmer down, I didn't mean so literally.

[Calm yo tits.]

I doubt I'll catch anything you might have so I'm not really worried about that. Don't think you'll be anymore dangerous than what I've been through before.

That maybe is non-negotiable. It's either you will or won't.
[Either way she'll get Ryo-ohki to take her to where you and Gin are.]

[ He's in the most fragile mood... Shizuo glares into the camera. ] Don't... tell me... to calm down. YOU CAN'T JUST DECIDE THINGS ON YOUR OWN! [ Huffing from the exertion of yelling.

There's nothing near him to crush, so he projects his voice instead. ] I said don't come here. This isn't somethin' I want anyone to see, don't you get that?!

Just... talk to me or somethin'...

You're going to throw up if you strain yourself yelling you know.
[God, when did she start sounding more like a mom? Washu is probably rubbing off on her again.]

What's the difference of seeing you now and in person?
[I mean really.

She's finding this all very annoying. More so pissing her off and usually she'd just yell back to put him in check, but she'll bit her tongue...well least for the moment. Sighs slightly and gives an annoyed grunt.]

Fine. If it'll keep you occupied.

Mi~a....
[Ryo-ohki comes into view briefly jumping onto her shoulder and giving a concerned meow before looking back at Ryoko.]

Don't you start.

The difference... I can't hurt anyone over a communicator... [ He registers that she might be terribly annoyed with him, but he can't bring himself to care. He's equally annoyed; the whole situation has him looking pitiful. ]

Okay. Thanks... Ryoko, thanks. [ Shizuo doesn't want to hurt anyone - trusting himself around those he's just met would be a challenge. ] What's... [ He motions to Ryo-ohki. ] A cat...?

I thought I told you that I was no fragile flower when it came to that.
[Of course, she still neglects to remember that her chip isn't out yet so things will hurt a lot more than usual.]

Yeah, yeah.
[She turned her head looking at the cabbit.]

Oh, you probably don't remember her. We probably because she was in her spaceship form.

A cabbit to be exact. This is Ryo-ohki. My spaceship and my younger sister. Say hello.

[The cabbit ears twitched before looking happily at the screen is meowing.]

Don't be careless. [ He huffs, smoothing his hair back to cool himself off.

He stares at the cabbit, then closes his eyes a moment. ] Spaceship... cabbit.

Sorry... I don't understand. It looks like an alien cat. How's she your sister.

Hey... [ He mutters to it. ]

Who me?
[Careless? Ryoko?

Not at all.]

We were both created in about the same way. It'd be easier not to go into a big explanation of it.
[Scratches underneath Ryo-ohki's chin.]

Though she probably looks more like a pet than anything.
[Hey there Shizuo. The cabbit will just wibble her tail back and forth at you looking at you happily. Probably can't understand what she's saying but she's saying hi back.]

Yeah you. [ Flattest look he can muster. ] You were created? Sounds weird... that doesn't matter though.

Does look... like a pet. [ He nods a little, covering his mouth a moment. He continues to stare at the cabbit until he feels he's safe to talk. ]

Ugh. What about spaceships...?

Sure you're able to keep talking?
[Her brow raises a bit in slight concern. The cabbit shakes its tail a bit once Ryoko whispers something to her and jumps off her shoulder.]

You must have missed it last time. Though you were out of it with all that pollen. Well, you'll see her again eventually.

Ryo-ohki is a spaceship.
[You can let that marinate for a minute if you like. Better you don't understand it.]

I'm fine, [ he snaps curtly, then sighs frustratedly, ruffling his hair, ] I'm fine... just nauseous.

Guess I did... woulda remembered somethin' strange like that.. [ He does let it marinate. Then frowns. ] Literally...?

Well, excuse me then.

Probably thought it was a motorcycle. Though she's much more convenient than that.
[Who knows if he saw it or thought it was. He couldn't even tell that she wasn't Celty she doubt he could have recalled.]

Yes. Literally. She's just in a compact form right now.

... Can it- she turn into a motorcycle...? [ Frowny face, he's trying to wrap his fuzzy mind around it.

A spaceship... cat rabbit... okay cool. ] Neat... [ Shizuo tries to use smirk... but it failed!! ]

If she was made that way she probably could have been, but at the moment she can be the form of a spaceship.
[Don't think too hard now. Alien cat+bioengineering=Spaceship???

This math makes no sense, but it works somehow.]

It's just a whole bunch of science I can't even begin to understand myself half the time, so unless anyone is a genius like my so called moth--[Pauses briefly.] Creator, then it kinda just goes over your head.

Neat. [ He reiterates. ] What'd you call her... Ryo-opi? You don't look alike.

[ He catches her hesitation, but not being one to press a matter, he sighs and nods a little, holding the side of his head. ] Never liked math.

[She has a hard time calling Washu her mother much less anything more. Complicated relationship.]

Ree-oh-oh-kee.

Does any sibling really do? [Other than the eyes, yeah pretty much different.]
I can do it, but math is boring so I don't bother with it.

Oh, now that you mention it...well, not sure if it was part of you hallucinating or what, but did you ever find your brother Shizuo?

[ He understands; as far as I'm concerned, Shizuo never speaks to his mother. Sobbu. ]

Right. [ He'll try to remember, but in his state not much'll hold bearing. Remind him later! ]

I guess not... but you're like... different species. How's that work...

[ Shizuo stares blankly at the camera for a moment, breathing hard through his nose, then his eyes drop. He looks troubled. ] No. Don't think he's here at all... which is good, I mean. I don't want him to be trapped here. He's got things to do.

[Oh fttt--all the sobs.]
I'm sure she'll forgive you if you don't remember right away.

[Well, she hope. The cabbit can get pretty sensitive at times.]

We are and then again we aren't at the same time. Only difference is that she was used with a mineral life. The hell I know how most of it goes. That's Washu's department. I wouldn't ask her that if you want to get caught in a conversation about science even though she wants to meet you.
[So, he wasn't here then? Well, a good thing still, but she knows the feeling of having someone you care about pretty far away.]

That's true. I was told time passes pretty slowly here compared to where we're from so it's not like we're missing there. Well, more like there isn't any time...

Washu. Take it that's your creator, then. [ He finds enough energy to quirk a brow though. ] ... Meet me...? Why the hell would she wanna meet me...

People've told me this before... that time apparently is on pause for my home. I don't know how I feel about it. It feels like I'm holdin' them all back...

Yes. I can never figure out most of her reasons. Probably because I don't converse with many if any people who I didn't live with back home. I guess she's curious.
[Washu being nosy as usual.]

Well.....don't feel like that. Washu was here before I was and nothing didn't feel different. It's nothing you did or could control, right?

Oh. [ That seems like a fair enough reason, Shizuo guesses. ] I'm not very interestin'. [ He shrugs. ]

Yeah... I guess... I mean, I should be focusin' on findin' these scientist guys, but all I keep doin' is worryin' about myself... that's no good.

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