[He only nods, still keeping a calm, relaxed face. His smile, however, though it was still warm, now had a tinge of sadness to it. As did his eyes. But he wasn't sad this very moment, it was more like he was remembering a sorrow that was long passed.]
I thought so long on what my nursemaid said, but because I was still too young and busy at the time, I gave up in the end. Instead, I turned all my thinking to the prosperity of my country and people. For a long time, I was... not content, really, about not knowing who I was. It was more like I had accepted my own defeat. I believed myself to be happy and I truly was. I now had a name, a purpose, and a family.
However, after things came to pieces, I found myself lost again. When my new boss came into power after driving the nationalists off the mainland, I felt that I was given a purpose again, that I would be happy again. But... well, you saw the state I was in when I returned to Fortuna from 1967. [Then... his smile finally disappeared. But his calm atmosphere did not.]
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I thought so long on what my nursemaid said, but because I was still too young and busy at the time, I gave up in the end. Instead, I turned all my thinking to the prosperity of my country and people. For a long time, I was... not content, really, about not knowing who I was. It was more like I had accepted my own defeat. I believed myself to be happy and I truly was. I now had a name, a purpose, and a family.
However, after things came to pieces, I found myself lost again. When my new boss came into power after driving the nationalists off the mainland, I felt that I was given a purpose again, that I would be happy again. But... well, you saw the state I was in when I returned to Fortuna from 1967. [Then... his smile finally disappeared. But his calm atmosphere did not.]