[Sorry, he's not hugging back just yet.] It's not about Roger! It's-- [Why does this always have to happen...]

I'm living on borrowed time. I don't know when it'll be taken away from me, and I don't want to just leave everyone without goodbye. I don't want to have to break my girlfriend's heart from her knowing I'm gone, much less that my kids might not have a father. I could come back, and not remember a damn thing. And that's more pain than anyone deserves to go through.