It all wore down on the informant as his breath began to slow and body began to go limp]
...tired...
[He mumbles, eyes closing and heart too heavy to bear this much longer.
In Ikebukuro he was able to bear all this just fine. He was able to handle the hurt and the loneliness because he was surrounded by all his precious humans.
Here he was surrounded more by monsters than humans.
And even worse he was able to continue seeing his monster.]
and cold...
[Unconsciously the informant pressed closer, trying to absorb Shizuo's body heat even as he continued to pretend as though all this was just some strange dream.
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Confusion, pain, anxiety-
It all wore down on the informant as his breath began to slow and body began to go limp]
...tired...
[He mumbles, eyes closing and heart too heavy to bear this much longer.
In Ikebukuro he was able to bear all this just fine. He was able to handle the hurt and the loneliness because he was surrounded by all his precious humans.
Here he was surrounded more by monsters than humans.
And even worse he was able to continue seeing his monster.]
and cold...
[Unconsciously the informant pressed closer, trying to absorb Shizuo's body heat even as he continued to pretend as though all this was just some strange dream.
Tomorrow he would wake up in his own bed-
Alone.]